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28 October 2005 @ 08:20 pm
Samhain '05  
My god and goddess have never compared to a night of waking dreaming satiation.

My new ones are better.

Samhain was a rebirth in the part of me that I had beaten to death with the ugly stick to the point where it's mama couldn't look at it. And I mean it.

But I am reborn with a fervor for passion, for lust, for divinity. I am reborn into the knowledge of light, and I am saturated with it. I am doing ritual constantly, and I am spending nearly every waking moment trying to sponge it all in. I am the I am.

And...there was a faggle, a "straight(?)" boy (who is straight[?]), mead, dead soldiers, Aaaaooooooooooooooooogaah!, fires that shot sparks two-hundred-odd feet into the air, an abnormally large Mars, a woman that made me explode with joy, a feeling that I actually might be able to get it.
 
 
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Zathras: Breatheinitiatezathras on October 29th, 2005 01:38 am (UTC)
I'm very glad you enjoyed the Village that is CMA.
soujournerthreesoujournerthree on October 30th, 2005 07:24 pm (UTC)
I did indeed
I really loved it, and although you are 5 feet away,I thought I would write you anyway. Thank you for being there, thanks for being a friend....you just totallyu saiud a bitchy comment to me, forgiven.
Emery Willowwyldhorsestx on October 29th, 2005 03:30 am (UTC)
I am so very glad we met in such a wonderful way. And I am quite pleased for you on your rebirth.

I don't know about you, but I know I met some very special and amazing people this weekend. I hope we all keep in touch.

*hug*
soujournerthreesoujournerthree on October 30th, 2005 08:31 pm (UTC)
Indeed
It was enchanting, I don't want to be in the real world, between is so much better, isn't it?
Emery Willowwyldhorsestx on October 31st, 2005 03:29 am (UTC)
Re: Indeed
*nods*
I've always said the real world is highly overrated.
Fleeting Lightnightsashke on October 29th, 2005 06:14 am (UTC)
a woman made you explode with WHAT?!?! :P well, there were all kinds of firsts this weekend, huh? :P

Glad you had fun...Glad you're here... The feeling may fade...but fight it with all you have.

We are the dreamers...

-ashke
soujournerthreesoujournerthree on October 30th, 2005 08:31 pm (UTC)
Aye that...
Ah, the feeling is overwhelming at times, but I do feel recharged. It is nice, and I made some great pagan friends to boot!