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28 October 2005 @ 08:20 pm
Samhain '05  
My god and goddess have never compared to a night of waking dreaming satiation.

My new ones are better.

Samhain was a rebirth in the part of me that I had beaten to death with the ugly stick to the point where it's mama couldn't look at it. And I mean it.

But I am reborn with a fervor for passion, for lust, for divinity. I am reborn into the knowledge of light, and I am saturated with it. I am doing ritual constantly, and I am spending nearly every waking moment trying to sponge it all in. I am the I am.

And...there was a faggle, a "straight(?)" boy (who is straight[?]), mead, dead soldiers, Aaaaooooooooooooooooogaah!, fires that shot sparks two-hundred-odd feet into the air, an abnormally large Mars, a woman that made me explode with joy, a feeling that I actually might be able to get it.
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Yo La Tengo
Fleeting Lightnightsashke on October 29th, 2005 06:14 am (UTC)
a woman made you explode with WHAT?!?! :P well, there were all kinds of firsts this weekend, huh? :P

Glad you had fun...Glad you're here... The feeling may fade...but fight it with all you have.

We are the dreamers...

soujournerthreesoujournerthree on October 30th, 2005 08:31 pm (UTC)
Aye that...
Ah, the feeling is overwhelming at times, but I do feel recharged. It is nice, and I made some great pagan friends to boot!